what's wrong with this world?
so this morning i got a call. one of my closest and dearest friends from high school got in a car accident and died a couple days ago. i'm losing about a friend every month lately.
jessica was such a good friend of mine. we kept in pretty close touch after high school. i'd see her at least once or twice each summer. this summer i didn't get to see her though, to my regrets now. we spoke over the phone a couple times which was nice. this is still all too shocking for me. i'm blank again.
i should never question why God takes the angels away from the earth. he's taken so many from me. and yes, it does make me stronger, but i do not want to be left alone in this world. i would rather die before my friends or family die. and i know it's for the best, and that it was meant to happen.
Jess, i know you're looking over us now. i really am gonna miss you. you were the only one who bought me alcohol for my 21st bday....and gold schlager at that. you have always been a good friend....no, a great friend. you will always have a place in my heart.
rest in peace, jess. the sun will feel warmer to my face knowing that you're up there making heaven all the brighter. these tears that i cry for you are tears of sadness because i won't see you for a very long time, but these tears will also be of joy knowing that you will always be there next to me til the day i day...watching and keeping me company.
love you jess...
jessica was such a good friend of mine. we kept in pretty close touch after high school. i'd see her at least once or twice each summer. this summer i didn't get to see her though, to my regrets now. we spoke over the phone a couple times which was nice. this is still all too shocking for me. i'm blank again.
i should never question why God takes the angels away from the earth. he's taken so many from me. and yes, it does make me stronger, but i do not want to be left alone in this world. i would rather die before my friends or family die. and i know it's for the best, and that it was meant to happen.
Jess, i know you're looking over us now. i really am gonna miss you. you were the only one who bought me alcohol for my 21st bday....and gold schlager at that. you have always been a good friend....no, a great friend. you will always have a place in my heart.
rest in peace, jess. the sun will feel warmer to my face knowing that you're up there making heaven all the brighter. these tears that i cry for you are tears of sadness because i won't see you for a very long time, but these tears will also be of joy knowing that you will always be there next to me til the day i day...watching and keeping me company.
love you jess...