NIU!
So I have offically been a college student for about 3 weeks now. Its totally wierd but sooo natural at the same time. I love my classes to death, minus my stupid enviornmental class, and am already getting really involved. Tonight I am in the elections for hall counsel! I am running for Public Relations Officer of Lincoln. I have my speech all ready and am so excited but super nervous at the same time. But timing is really interesting right now cuz last night i sat on my laptop talking to Matt (not my bro...:) ) and we talked for about 3 hours way late at night. It was rather interesting. Hes from Naperville too but he went to a different H.S. we actually met in our orientation group and my first thoughts of him were....1. Wow hes hot. 2. Wow hes full of himself.
He ended up coming to our first hall counsel meeting the second day of school and we started talking and then figured out we had psych together m/w/f mornings. He would always rollerblade to and from class so when we would be together on the way back he would rollerblade backwards so we could talk. cute, i know. This weekend when i was home we talked online and he was giving me a hard time about going home. he finds an odd joy in teasing me. it wasnt till last night i realized why he was acting like that. He came up to my room one night to help me on a website for psych and it was so funny and wierd - he really didnt make eye contact with me and as soon as he fixed the prob he left. now, i am to the first to understand different personalities but this one was just odd. last night tho was different - somehow we got on the topic of attractive girls and he told me to discribe what i thought one was...well of coure, since we were flirting, i started discribing myself. it was so cute...i told him it was his turn and he told me to look about 6ft to my left.
thats where my mirror is. :)
i sometimes wonder and often come to the conclusion that in trying to make ppl not think of me as the 'goodie two shoes A+ girl' i can lead on the opposite. i dont want him thinking that just because i can joke about sexual things that i'm into it right now.
I couldnt sleep all night and still have incredible butterflies in my tummy today.
Hes bringing a ton of guys from his floor to elections tonight to support me :) (at least he said he would try)
I'm hoping for a good night <3
He ended up coming to our first hall counsel meeting the second day of school and we started talking and then figured out we had psych together m/w/f mornings. He would always rollerblade to and from class so when we would be together on the way back he would rollerblade backwards so we could talk. cute, i know. This weekend when i was home we talked online and he was giving me a hard time about going home. he finds an odd joy in teasing me. it wasnt till last night i realized why he was acting like that. He came up to my room one night to help me on a website for psych and it was so funny and wierd - he really didnt make eye contact with me and as soon as he fixed the prob he left. now, i am to the first to understand different personalities but this one was just odd. last night tho was different - somehow we got on the topic of attractive girls and he told me to discribe what i thought one was...well of coure, since we were flirting, i started discribing myself. it was so cute...i told him it was his turn and he told me to look about 6ft to my left.
thats where my mirror is. :)
i sometimes wonder and often come to the conclusion that in trying to make ppl not think of me as the 'goodie two shoes A+ girl' i can lead on the opposite. i dont want him thinking that just because i can joke about sexual things that i'm into it right now.
I couldnt sleep all night and still have incredible butterflies in my tummy today.
Hes bringing a ton of guys from his floor to elections tonight to support me :) (at least he said he would try)
I'm hoping for a good night <3