i just wanna be somebodys someone
blehhhh i havent written in this in so long but i got a new computer so i dont have to fear it turning off or anything shitty like that. sooo i got my license.. woohoo for me.. cuz i failed the first time .. never take a right on red k? its been a real long time since ive been confused about something like this but i realized some pretty disturbing things about my self.. mostly that certain people dont respect me and have used me for a long time.. and i let them its nice to be wanted. But someone made me realize that things dont have to be like that for me and i can be happy without it.. and i really really want to be happy. I just wish i hadnt gotten the situation confused cuz now idk where i stand and idk what to do. Well gonna go to bed new semester tomorra gonna work my bumm off and im also joining the Y tomorra cuzz im going to loose 40 pounds i dont wanna be fat anymore! dont worry tho im gonna eat right i promise. <3mc