cancer and not the star sign
I stand here and the only thing I can think to do is give the finger to the creator and yell fuck you!
for the third time in her life my mother has cancer, one of the most kindest, giving, upbeat people i have ever known has the black dragon once more. shes looked after foster kids, fed the street, healed animals and after surviving cervical cancer.........
she is facing basically anything female plus her bladder being removed, while my slut whore of a step dad who left her is unmarked, and people wonder why i dun believe in a god. i've heard all the " he works in mysterious ways" and " it's all gods plan" bugger is it, if there is a god hes a vindictive evil childish bastard on a par with apollo.
now she has to move outta her house cuz the council say its unsafe, so shes faced with moving house while having cancer treatment, thats IF they can find a place for her and my 15 year old brother to live.
its very hard not to feel like everything that can go wrong has, im still holding back from grabbing my katana and killing my step dad for everything he did to her just to feel there is some justice left in this world. he has a house, health, living off his fat girlfriends money while not paying a penny for my lil brother.
my life seems to be bad, and i feel so cut off as the con has ditched me and my blood tests are on wed but i'd gladly see it much worse if chibi would just get well. i'm just hoping its not third time unlucky for her, shes all the family i have left alive...
for the third time in her life my mother has cancer, one of the most kindest, giving, upbeat people i have ever known has the black dragon once more. shes looked after foster kids, fed the street, healed animals and after surviving cervical cancer.........
she is facing basically anything female plus her bladder being removed, while my slut whore of a step dad who left her is unmarked, and people wonder why i dun believe in a god. i've heard all the " he works in mysterious ways" and " it's all gods plan" bugger is it, if there is a god hes a vindictive evil childish bastard on a par with apollo.
now she has to move outta her house cuz the council say its unsafe, so shes faced with moving house while having cancer treatment, thats IF they can find a place for her and my 15 year old brother to live.
its very hard not to feel like everything that can go wrong has, im still holding back from grabbing my katana and killing my step dad for everything he did to her just to feel there is some justice left in this world. he has a house, health, living off his fat girlfriends money while not paying a penny for my lil brother.
my life seems to be bad, and i feel so cut off as the con has ditched me and my blood tests are on wed but i'd gladly see it much worse if chibi would just get well. i'm just hoping its not third time unlucky for her, shes all the family i have left alive...