Wow, listening to older AFI. Makes me miss where I have came from. My past. And everything that has happened to me within the last three years. Its amazing. And amazing painful to miss the feeling too. And how things were once.
Actually, I wonder where my AFI crap went to. On a different note, I designed and finished
Shayla's layout, this morning. I want your opinion on it. What do you think of it?
Also, I miss my music. I miss my Bright Eyes, Cursive, and Houston Calls.
Houston Calls pretty much got me in the best mood today. I was so bored, I rollerbladed. Called dad. Called Alyee. No answer. No life sucks. I want to be someone. Heh, shit on that.
Sadder songs are amazing. Makes you feel so real. Like you are living and feeling life right now. It could not get any more real than this. Possibly its sad direct relationship to tragic events. During tragic events, it hurts so much, but have you ever stopped, and thought, "could I feel anything stronger than this?" Seriously, its such a real feeling.
On other news, all I have been doing here is photography, photography, and more photography. My only other activity is trying to get money for food & gas. And, yes I have been drinking caffiene again. Don't ask me why. I have just got really sick/confused, and other messes going on right now, and well, it helps me get into a better mood.