yeah so....
I had about a week of thinking and decisions and meetings and whatnot....bottom line....I got laid off. I am unemployed. Lost. Depressed. Lonely. But whatever. I am gonna keep doing shows. I'm gonna write music. Move out of this crappy fucking apartment and move on. It fuckin sucks but its not the end of the world even though it has seemed like it all week. I won't let the last four years of my life be a waste. I learned alot. I changed alot. I'm glad I had the experiences that I had. I just gotta get my head straight and figure out what I want to do next. Thanks to everyone who has been really nice to me lately. Especially all of the people in Brattleboro who seem to really care.