Jul 03, 2006 22:24
I'm with Ainsley, & Nobody can accept that I'm happy for once. I haven't been happy since I was with Lee and that was like a year ago =(
I don't understand, My sister wants to kick the shit out of him!
& Even my Mum said that I'm stupid and so does everyone else: Ok apart from Sammi, Ben & Gemma & Big Al are the only people that didn't laugh about it!
Fucking Alex... grr
Lucy came to DiY and asked me why and she got really pissed off and upset about it. I don't like it when people do that. Nobody wants me to be happy anymore, Ive realised I need to start thinking of myself more than other people. All I do in my life is help other people, & I still don't get thanked for it!
It annoys me, I feel like I'm the only one who can't be happy and everyone else can... I mean everyone is being so selfish at the moment! Even my best friends laughed at me, Some friends they are, eh?
Amy was pissed the other day and she was saying hes a prick and that and then she came to the point where she knew I wasn't going to let it drop and shes happy for me now, Only a select few people are!
People are so fucking selfish!
I mean I couldn't stay with Smilie because he lives in Whitby and I haven't seen him for about a month now! He was even upset when I ended it!
I mean it wasn't serious and it was long-distance relationship... Never had one before but I can tell you it's not a very nice thing to have, It's like an open relationship
Jesus this is turning out to be an essay, I think ive wrote more on here than I have in my english GCSE, Shit!
Nevermind, who gives really?!
I'm going now! I'm bored
Lots of love n tht
*Loves Ainsley ♥*
ElsheePie™
xxx♥xxx