a nervous splendor
well i've been home for awhile now, and the time here is only punctuated by the trips to nashville.
it's quite different being home and carrying around this big secret that i know and no one really to share it with. people change, i've changed, and things are just different. there is something to be said for feeling the happiest, the most complete i have ever felt and been 44,000 miles away from home.
i've never been one for planning, and i love to talk about my goals, so i'll shoot a few out. i'll travel for the next 10 years of my life. maybe if i marry it will be in my 30s. i dunno, it all seems sort of silly to plan because god's already got it under control so we should just float on through it.
i miss walking. oh man my heart swells up when i think about vienna and how much i miss it. i walked for miles, every day, loved every bit of it. every blister. i can't wait till it's warm and i'm out of this silly season-depression where i'm couped up indoors because my lungs would freeze if i were to walk to long out side.
well i'm through, christmas is just christmas and i'm excited because this is the last brewer christmas and next year we are packing up and headed south to some tropical local. i hope so. big dreams.
ready for school to start so i can start back fresh and ready to r-o-l-l with a.t., meg, marta, stace and the gang. miss them terribly, absolutely can't wait to hang out again. its nice to belong somewhere.
it's quite different being home and carrying around this big secret that i know and no one really to share it with. people change, i've changed, and things are just different. there is something to be said for feeling the happiest, the most complete i have ever felt and been 44,000 miles away from home.
i've never been one for planning, and i love to talk about my goals, so i'll shoot a few out. i'll travel for the next 10 years of my life. maybe if i marry it will be in my 30s. i dunno, it all seems sort of silly to plan because god's already got it under control so we should just float on through it.
i miss walking. oh man my heart swells up when i think about vienna and how much i miss it. i walked for miles, every day, loved every bit of it. every blister. i can't wait till it's warm and i'm out of this silly season-depression where i'm couped up indoors because my lungs would freeze if i were to walk to long out side.
well i'm through, christmas is just christmas and i'm excited because this is the last brewer christmas and next year we are packing up and headed south to some tropical local. i hope so. big dreams.
ready for school to start so i can start back fresh and ready to r-o-l-l with a.t., meg, marta, stace and the gang. miss them terribly, absolutely can't wait to hang out again. its nice to belong somewhere.