Stunned
Jake is alive.
And I have proven I have no idea how to live with that understanding. He's been dead to me for so long, I am not accostomed to thinking of him in active terms anymore. I had just settled his memory into static and eternal sleep when he goes dodging around my peripherary and buddying up to Daniel out of nowhere.
It was not an unpleasant discussion. Just evidence that neither of us were really considering having to deal with each other anytime soon. Which is probably why I babbled on about him finding a way into the vampire underground here in Terminus and working as a contact for my cabal, and that we didn't have to actually see eachother, but we could still work together here and there.
Yes, I am perfectly aware of how much my legal brother / undead former lover would not fit into my world, and how difficult it is going to be explaining to Frank why I smell like vampire. I won't lie. I might be gentle with the truth, but I won't lie.
I will not, however, mention that he kissed me. Because I don't know how I feel about it, either.
And I have proven I have no idea how to live with that understanding. He's been dead to me for so long, I am not accostomed to thinking of him in active terms anymore. I had just settled his memory into static and eternal sleep when he goes dodging around my peripherary and buddying up to Daniel out of nowhere.
It was not an unpleasant discussion. Just evidence that neither of us were really considering having to deal with each other anytime soon. Which is probably why I babbled on about him finding a way into the vampire underground here in Terminus and working as a contact for my cabal, and that we didn't have to actually see eachother, but we could still work together here and there.
Yes, I am perfectly aware of how much my legal brother / undead former lover would not fit into my world, and how difficult it is going to be explaining to Frank why I smell like vampire. I won't lie. I might be gentle with the truth, but I won't lie.
I will not, however, mention that he kissed me. Because I don't know how I feel about it, either.