Im flying

[elrubio]

It's amazing how quickly your whole outlook on life can change by just one evening with friends. No longer am I afraid. I'm no longer afraid..... I hear "it wasn't a big deal" and everything seemed to just melt away. I have spent so much time worrying over this issue and no can can possibly fathom what I went through! I was so worried because I truly thought my friends were going to abandon me. And thinking this, I thought I was even worse a person because I was so concerned with what would happen to me and not what was happening to them---who I cared about so much. And then I hear that it wasn't a big deal and words cannot describe the feeling that it gave me...I just feel so much lighter. I no longer feel like I'm attempting to walk on a tightrope--one wrong move and I fall and crumble to the ground........

And the fact that everyone talks about it like it's old news...OMG! lol. With that said, the play was awesome! We did it differently.....lol. And I changed my line from "Is Tony here Alice" to "Is Alice here Tony" B. E. A. youtiful ;) (i really don't know where that came from, lol). Well I love you guys and I'll see some of you tomorrow morning (eww....)

Thank you......for just being there