on death and dying...

[elros_linwelin]

sunday night i had the following dream: it started out just like an actual event that had happened earlier that day so it seemed very real/deja vuish. i then got onto an airplane. i was with my girlfriend going into the terminal but then we separated once we got onto the plane because we had different seats. i had a very uneasy feeling as i waited for takeoff. then once the plane took off i knew something was wrong. one of the engines didn't seem to be working and we weren't gaining altitude. i looked out the window and there was a large building in front of the plane. i knew that we weren't going to be able to clear it and that we would crash and i would most likely die. i looked out again and i saw that a crash was imminent. i turned around and yelled "i love you" to my girlfriend. i then closed my eyes and told God that i loved him and i was sorry for how i had lived and that i committed my spirit to jesus. i then opened my eyes and felt my body jerk forward and flames surround me.

then everything went black.

i waited for a few moments and realized that i had died. i could think and look around but there was nothing to see. it was all darkness in every direction. i felt like i was waiting to go to heaven, but nothing came. then i got scared and thought that i was going to hell, but still nothing came. then i realized that all there was, was darkness. i started to panic. i couldn't remember if i was dreaming or if i had really gotten on the plane. and i was all alone in the darkness.