Damned if you do...
Ever get the feeling were you have no fucking clue what to do anymore? If you said "No" then you're full of shit, everyone has felt that once in their lifetimes and I'm feeling that right now. Well actually Ive been feeling that for some time now. Most of it has to do with school. I like what I'm doin at the school, Multimedia, but I dont like the school or any of the other subjects Ive been takin and if my grades suffer because of this, then my chances of getting a good job with these types of grades if very slim. My second choice for a college major was history. I like history, always have. I was thinking of maybe transferring to Montclair State. Maybe the move would help my motivation, which at NJIT is none, and help my grades and such.
I like change, but I don't know if this is the best idea. Ive already spent two years at NJIT and I feel comfortable here. I know the campus, I know a good amount of people, I know how everything works for the most part. Transferring to Montclair would mean throwing myself into a pool of 16,000+ students at MSU and it's a much bigger campus there as well. I only have two friends who go there. I don't even know if they'll accept me given my not so stellar performance at NJIT.
I don't wanna make a mistake by leaving NJIT, because I really wont have the option to come back, but I also don't wanna make the mistake of staying at NJIT and not really have a good future because of my grades. I've been told by friends, "You'll never know." Thats true, I wont know until I actually go through with it. Thing is, I don't want it to end up being the wrong choice and being pretty much fucked.
That reason, along with not wanting god forsaken X-Mas to come, is why I don't really want the semester to end. I'm not good when faced with a decision and I'm really abit nervous as to what decision I have to make. Then again, I do want the semester to end, because I really dont want to be going to classes anymore cause I can't take em anymore. This is really a damned if you do, damned if you dont situation. Guess only time will tell what is going to happen. Any suggestions?
I like change, but I don't know if this is the best idea. Ive already spent two years at NJIT and I feel comfortable here. I know the campus, I know a good amount of people, I know how everything works for the most part. Transferring to Montclair would mean throwing myself into a pool of 16,000+ students at MSU and it's a much bigger campus there as well. I only have two friends who go there. I don't even know if they'll accept me given my not so stellar performance at NJIT.
I don't wanna make a mistake by leaving NJIT, because I really wont have the option to come back, but I also don't wanna make the mistake of staying at NJIT and not really have a good future because of my grades. I've been told by friends, "You'll never know." Thats true, I wont know until I actually go through with it. Thing is, I don't want it to end up being the wrong choice and being pretty much fucked.
That reason, along with not wanting god forsaken X-Mas to come, is why I don't really want the semester to end. I'm not good when faced with a decision and I'm really abit nervous as to what decision I have to make. Then again, I do want the semester to end, because I really dont want to be going to classes anymore cause I can't take em anymore. This is really a damned if you do, damned if you dont situation. Guess only time will tell what is going to happen. Any suggestions?