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[elpianoman]

I'm tired of being judged.  My friend that I live with this year is kind of pushing me and it's getting old.  I almost didn't go back to school this year and he treats it like a joke.  He doesn'ttake me seriously and it infuriurates me.  When I came back to Capital the first week took settling just like always but I came to realize that 3 important people in the conservatory were removed or changed and I was pissed because no one said anything about it.  As someone directly effected by those teachers I feel I have a right to know at least that they were changed if not the real reasons why.  So being pissed about it talking to teachers, scheduling meetings, signing a paper and first asking, then demanding to know the reasons why is not too much to ask...and if I'm pissed about it I think have a right to be...  Sigh.  This isn't working.  I just get angry everytime I think about it...so I'm going to finish listen to music and stop thinking about it.

Life has been stressful lately.  So much to do...more then before...and I'm not sleeping well...not to mention constant sarcasm...that doesn't help.