fucking dumbass
i'm such a fucking dumbass. i'm a fuck up. everyone would argue with that. 'you're not a fuck up. you're a good person'......feels like i'm johnny cash in 'walk the line'. i used to be so happy....so full of life. and now i'm just...burned out on stuff. i'm sick of sneaking around....not being 'normal'. hell....i don't even know what the fuck normal is anymore. i don't honestly believe that there is such a thing as 'normal'. seriously, who hasn't made a mistake? who hasn't had an issue that they struggle with all the time. but why is it that mine seem to torture and torment me more and more then i should allow them to? it's like...a cut the never heals, that never goes away. maybe that's what i need to do................