drunken drewbear
Its a common fact that when I get drunk I get fucking honest.
But I can be really focused.
Right now is an honest moment.
I am really kinda of pissed. ONe because I am not going to graduate in december as orginally planned.
TWO: My pal Roo. I asked her to come stay the night with me. I admit, I think we were a little drunk and kissed. (we being I) and It might have been awkard. and I have always been there for her when she goes through drama.
I asked her to come stay the night with me, because I wanted to talk to her about it, and I knew Pearl would be stuck up her boyfriends ass. Thats not even an issue, I think all of pearls friends are used to her blowing them off for her boyfriend. Hell with me, she blows me off for other friends.
But Im good drew bear, I dont raise the issue and I let myself just be pushed out of the picture. I love it when I spent hours with them and they say stuff like the three of us are best friends. (the three being Roo, BUnny, and Pearl) Not even an issue, I dont need a tissue. But after a while it makes me feel like dog shit, Like I will never be good enfu to fit in there inner cool circle.
Kinda of like high school. Im the loser that thinks he is cool, only to find out they just put up with him.
What was the point of this rant? hmm. Oh Roo. So she said she couldnt stay the night with me because she had church. I was ok with that. I think she needs to love Jesus.
But then she changed her mind and all of a sudden she wants to stay with Nia tonight. Who will bitch to me about it tomorrow, because thats what best friends do behind the others backs. Bitch about each other.
And I just tell the other person what is said about them. If you dont have the balls to tell someone they get on your nerves, than fucking get over it.
Blah.
So Roo, is now with Pearl, who is with her boyfriend. I think the real reason is Roo wants Pearls Roommate.
I cant want for B to get back from Ireland. She needs to come get this shit back in order. She leaves for like a month and all of a sudden its LHC 90210.
Blah.
I am excited to see B return. I think out of the three I am closest to B... Only because of History. and I respect the way she deals with stuff. She doesnt do this bull shit of talking behind the others backs.
I might be black balled from the Pearl, Roo inner circle because of this entry.. But you know what... Its the truth.
B- here is your update you were wanting about how things are going here in cape retardo. Your leadership and guidance is much needed. I have tried to help these girls out and they dont take to my nice shit. They need a Bunny whipping.
Pearl- Dear I love you much. You give me a spark that I have lost. I really enjoy talking to you. But at times you kinda of put David before us. Its cool, for you guys are on again, off again, gag me all the time. I just wish you would be like "drew, because david wants to stay tonight, I cant hang out with you." instead of saying "Drew Im tired and sick, I need to spend some alone time."
Roo- Goodness girl, I heart you, but you need to give Nia some room. She might not ever come out and say it to you, but she says it to everyone else. Thanks for blowing me off tonight, hope it works out for you.
Drew- God you have turned into a huge vagina. Why you let these silly girls get to you. I guess you realized that you need some close friends. and you tried to get them once again, but you fail horriblily. Stop being so damn straight. You like dick fucker. Remember the 44 that have been in your mouth? That doesnt mean you can make out with your friends because your drunk.
But to end this entry on a high note.
B I made this toast to you tonight... Twice.
" Heres to B, who is accross the Sea. I hope that on her birthday she is as fucked up as me.'
thats a drew orginal right there.
Pearl and Roo. I know your going to be mad at me for this entry. I needed to say it to you guess, like 3 weeks ago. but everytime I try to approach the subject gets dropped. So I wanted you guys to read it. Sorry it had to come from a drunken rambler.
But I can be really focused.
Right now is an honest moment.
I am really kinda of pissed. ONe because I am not going to graduate in december as orginally planned.
TWO: My pal Roo. I asked her to come stay the night with me. I admit, I think we were a little drunk and kissed. (we being I) and It might have been awkard. and I have always been there for her when she goes through drama.
I asked her to come stay the night with me, because I wanted to talk to her about it, and I knew Pearl would be stuck up her boyfriends ass. Thats not even an issue, I think all of pearls friends are used to her blowing them off for her boyfriend. Hell with me, she blows me off for other friends.
But Im good drew bear, I dont raise the issue and I let myself just be pushed out of the picture. I love it when I spent hours with them and they say stuff like the three of us are best friends. (the three being Roo, BUnny, and Pearl) Not even an issue, I dont need a tissue. But after a while it makes me feel like dog shit, Like I will never be good enfu to fit in there inner cool circle.
Kinda of like high school. Im the loser that thinks he is cool, only to find out they just put up with him.
What was the point of this rant? hmm. Oh Roo. So she said she couldnt stay the night with me because she had church. I was ok with that. I think she needs to love Jesus.
But then she changed her mind and all of a sudden she wants to stay with Nia tonight. Who will bitch to me about it tomorrow, because thats what best friends do behind the others backs. Bitch about each other.
And I just tell the other person what is said about them. If you dont have the balls to tell someone they get on your nerves, than fucking get over it.
Blah.
So Roo, is now with Pearl, who is with her boyfriend. I think the real reason is Roo wants Pearls Roommate.
I cant want for B to get back from Ireland. She needs to come get this shit back in order. She leaves for like a month and all of a sudden its LHC 90210.
Blah.
I am excited to see B return. I think out of the three I am closest to B... Only because of History. and I respect the way she deals with stuff. She doesnt do this bull shit of talking behind the others backs.
I might be black balled from the Pearl, Roo inner circle because of this entry.. But you know what... Its the truth.
B- here is your update you were wanting about how things are going here in cape retardo. Your leadership and guidance is much needed. I have tried to help these girls out and they dont take to my nice shit. They need a Bunny whipping.
Pearl- Dear I love you much. You give me a spark that I have lost. I really enjoy talking to you. But at times you kinda of put David before us. Its cool, for you guys are on again, off again, gag me all the time. I just wish you would be like "drew, because david wants to stay tonight, I cant hang out with you." instead of saying "Drew Im tired and sick, I need to spend some alone time."
Roo- Goodness girl, I heart you, but you need to give Nia some room. She might not ever come out and say it to you, but she says it to everyone else. Thanks for blowing me off tonight, hope it works out for you.
Drew- God you have turned into a huge vagina. Why you let these silly girls get to you. I guess you realized that you need some close friends. and you tried to get them once again, but you fail horriblily. Stop being so damn straight. You like dick fucker. Remember the 44 that have been in your mouth? That doesnt mean you can make out with your friends because your drunk.
But to end this entry on a high note.
B I made this toast to you tonight... Twice.
" Heres to B, who is accross the Sea. I hope that on her birthday she is as fucked up as me.'
thats a drew orginal right there.
Pearl and Roo. I know your going to be mad at me for this entry. I needed to say it to you guess, like 3 weeks ago. but everytime I try to approach the subject gets dropped. So I wanted you guys to read it. Sorry it had to come from a drunken rambler.