Aug 15, 2007 01:30
slow your breathing.
close your eyes.
count backwards from ten.
10...
hi.
im home from school.
its a nice feeling.
9..
i actually had a good birthday
and you were there!
and you and you and you.
but it was all really because of you.
thank you for that.
8...
whats on your mind?
id love to know.
i cant tell much these days
7...
what was that?
im sorry i didnt hear you.
your voice drifts in and out like the tide.
6...
your eyes wander...
off on some marvelous adventure
someplace you would much rather be.
5...
your fingers
strangers to everything they touch
i remember
but they must have forgotten
4...
you return.
or maybe you never left
maybe it was i who did
it usually is me.
3...
in a flash the world spins
everything is a beautiful blur of color and heat
intense pleasure the likes of which i have never before felt.
in this moment i feel truly happy
2...
like laces we twist
a lyric sung
a familiar melody
a familiar feeling
being happy. its like riding a bike, you never forget how.
1...
still things change
and i guess you just have to accept things like that
being happy is all about letting yourself
and im going to let myself.
0...
close your eyes and go to sleep.
when you wake up its a new day.
a new chance to turn it all around
to fall in love
to laugh
to smile
make memories that will stay with you the rest of your life.
mika.
youre pretty much the only one who reads this.
and yeah, i say it too much, but i love you with all my heart.
im ready for anything the future has to hold for us.
with you by my side... anythings possible.
oh corny old me.
tomorrow is a new day
a whole new set of opportunities.
sweet dreams.