another day, another dollar closer to death
is this it?
'cause this sucks.
i hadn't made a bad decision in almost a month. it was too good a streak so i had to break it.
but now i'm stoned and listening to television, it's cold and clear outside, a day exactly like a day i once had in a field full of abandoned radio towers.
i'm just a little more alone, now, is all. it's ok, it makes for a nice change, i needed time to sober up, but it certainly makes for drab scenery.
it certainly didn't make me any more sober.
but yeah. it's a gas and half, fucking someone, and knowing you're both doing it alone, no thought of the other except as an accessory. things get cold and almost clinical.
"i will make this pleasure excrutiating. no ignoring me; it will be impossible." cuz there's no checking your id in a situation like that, motherfucker. don't even bother lying to me.
it hurts me when you lie to me.
hahahah.
'cause this sucks.
i hadn't made a bad decision in almost a month. it was too good a streak so i had to break it.
but now i'm stoned and listening to television, it's cold and clear outside, a day exactly like a day i once had in a field full of abandoned radio towers.
i'm just a little more alone, now, is all. it's ok, it makes for a nice change, i needed time to sober up, but it certainly makes for drab scenery.
it certainly didn't make me any more sober.
but yeah. it's a gas and half, fucking someone, and knowing you're both doing it alone, no thought of the other except as an accessory. things get cold and almost clinical.
"i will make this pleasure excrutiating. no ignoring me; it will be impossible." cuz there's no checking your id in a situation like that, motherfucker. don't even bother lying to me.
it hurts me when you lie to me.
hahahah.