nervous
Im soo nervous what if her packages dont come today. Her birthday is tomorrow, her presents still havnt arrived, even though I ordered them like three weeks ago. Im such a bad boyfriend im not even gonna have something for her on her birthday. I really really hope it comes today, if not im not sure what im gonna do.
Jr. Sr. (prom) is on friday. Last year I didnt really have alot of fun at all. On the outside it all looked plain and dandee. My date flew down from minnisota, when she got down here she wouldnt even talk to me, it was a steach to even take pictures with her. I put a pretty good job of acting that night. Most people would probaby said I was enjoying my self. In reality I had to leave the room and go cry. The After party on the boat was worse. I was distraut I did not enjoy it. Im hoping it goes well this year, I cant take another dissapointment. WEll I probably could but I really dont want to. Last year I idealized and had an perfect idea of what everything would be like. I think this led to a huge downfall. This year Ill probably be happy with anything
Jr. Sr. (prom) is on friday. Last year I didnt really have alot of fun at all. On the outside it all looked plain and dandee. My date flew down from minnisota, when she got down here she wouldnt even talk to me, it was a steach to even take pictures with her. I put a pretty good job of acting that night. Most people would probaby said I was enjoying my self. In reality I had to leave the room and go cry. The After party on the boat was worse. I was distraut I did not enjoy it. Im hoping it goes well this year, I cant take another dissapointment. WEll I probably could but I really dont want to. Last year I idealized and had an perfect idea of what everything would be like. I think this led to a huge downfall. This year Ill probably be happy with anything