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I wonder when my brain is going to let me have a crush again. I forgot what that feeling feels like. I do remember it was a feeling I'd much rather feel again. I'm afraid I don't know how to feel romantic anymore. It doesn't even appeal to me right now. It's my time to heal and learn to love myself fully. I just want the Summer Sun to warm my skin and my days/nights with Jessica to never end. All I need are my beautiful friends. I'm content and I like it.