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tomorrow is the beginning of my last semester of undergrad. it's weird and yet really not.
i'm hoping this semester doesn't end up as overwhelming as it feels right now.
statistical thermo. advanced syn. american lit cannon and polymer. plus tutoring. plus alcor. but in the end, i'll be done and then i can decided grad school or not. i'm thinking so, just for a masters (a phd only does you any good if you want to be a professor). but at the same time i don't want to leave alcor. who knows maybe i'll get sick of it in the next 4-5 months.
i want to get back into being active but im severely lacking motivation.
ken and i were fighting about sex again.
apparently cause my meds make me not want to, it means i don't want to be close to him like i used to.
which is dumb and untrue. but whatever. if only i could be a normal horny 22 year old.
also i got ridiculous trashed the other night. blacked out for the first time apparently i don't remember about half of the night. but i still have my never thrown up record. throwing peanut butter toast on the bed and telling ken to smack people in my sleep . i sent some inappropriate texts and some illegible ones. who'd have though peppermint schnapps meant business.
COMBAT BABY.
come back baby.
how i miss your ranting,
do you miss my all time lows?
how do you know for sure?
i'm hoping this semester doesn't end up as overwhelming as it feels right now.
statistical thermo. advanced syn. american lit cannon and polymer. plus tutoring. plus alcor. but in the end, i'll be done and then i can decided grad school or not. i'm thinking so, just for a masters (a phd only does you any good if you want to be a professor). but at the same time i don't want to leave alcor. who knows maybe i'll get sick of it in the next 4-5 months.
i want to get back into being active but im severely lacking motivation.
ken and i were fighting about sex again.
apparently cause my meds make me not want to, it means i don't want to be close to him like i used to.
which is dumb and untrue. but whatever. if only i could be a normal horny 22 year old.
also i got ridiculous trashed the other night. blacked out for the first time apparently i don't remember about half of the night. but i still have my never thrown up record. throwing peanut butter toast on the bed and telling ken to smack people in my sleep . i sent some inappropriate texts and some illegible ones. who'd have though peppermint schnapps meant business.
COMBAT BABY.
come back baby.
how i miss your ranting,
do you miss my all time lows?
how do you know for sure?