Oct 07, 2003 12:35
8 words
You know them exactly
In a rush of emptiness
You typed them to me
I painted myself into a corner
And you drained all the color away
All that’s left for me now
Is my world of harsh blacks and cold grays
I begged for you to help me
While you pushed mountains between us
In a swirl of whites
I choked down my fate
Crying pools of blood
Watching your lies hang me
on a pole of deception
Where were you the night I died?
My desperate attempt
I begged not to be revived
With my eyes wide shut
I drank vomit to my health.
I screamed for you to let me die
Peacefully
My revival was harsh
You forced fake colors in my world
Fuck your lame pastels
-a softer way-
To kill me slowly
You wanted to get rid of me-
So I decided to drink your whites
And swallow your grays
But fuck you
I’m going to go on with life
My way.