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The only thing I want is what I can't have.
One day where I can wake up and have a fridge full of food I want to eat
rather than nothing because the 16 other people I live with devour more than a plague of locusts
Take a shower with my shampoo and conditioner in the shower rather than me having to climb to the top shelf
of the bathroom closet because if I don't hide it they use it.
To have my hair products under the sink and not in my room
because if I don't hide it they use them.
To have hot water for my entire shower.
Not have to wait for a smelly hot bathroom
To walk out of that bathroom and not hear a single person talk
To lay on my couch with the ac pointed right at me and to watch all the movies I want
To not have to feel like I am in a zoo because everyone stares at me (think I am kidding come over sometime)
To have my friends come over and not feel like they are in a zoo
I wish I could tell you the last time someone slept over here because there hasn't been room in over a year
To wake up in the middle of the night and have a piece of cake that hasn't been eaten and to have cold milk
To go to the bathroom and not have to clean up after someone else.
To have one day where I dont have to run an errand for someone or drive someone or interpret english for someone
These things are not too much to ask for by any means.
I'm sinking slowly into a personal depression.
How dare my mom ask me why I come home so late
Cas I don't want to have anything to do with anyone.
Short term stay my fucking touchhole.
One day where I can wake up and have a fridge full of food I want to eat
rather than nothing because the 16 other people I live with devour more than a plague of locusts
Take a shower with my shampoo and conditioner in the shower rather than me having to climb to the top shelf
of the bathroom closet because if I don't hide it they use it.
To have my hair products under the sink and not in my room
because if I don't hide it they use them.
To have hot water for my entire shower.
Not have to wait for a smelly hot bathroom
To walk out of that bathroom and not hear a single person talk
To lay on my couch with the ac pointed right at me and to watch all the movies I want
To not have to feel like I am in a zoo because everyone stares at me (think I am kidding come over sometime)
To have my friends come over and not feel like they are in a zoo
I wish I could tell you the last time someone slept over here because there hasn't been room in over a year
To wake up in the middle of the night and have a piece of cake that hasn't been eaten and to have cold milk
To go to the bathroom and not have to clean up after someone else.
To have one day where I dont have to run an errand for someone or drive someone or interpret english for someone
These things are not too much to ask for by any means.
I'm sinking slowly into a personal depression.
How dare my mom ask me why I come home so late
Cas I don't want to have anything to do with anyone.
Short term stay my fucking touchhole.