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i had two very different dreams last night
one was that the world was ending but not really
but i watched comets shoot across the sky
and then the world ended but it was really
beautiful and amazing and then it was
just me passing out and waking up
i hate dreams within a dream
and then
the second dream
was the best dream i've had in a while
i dreamed that i was getting married
but we were already in the bahamas
and we stayed at the trump towers in the bahamas in the penthouse for like two weeks
and like everything i had to do was taken care of and i didnt have to spend a single dollar
and me and my financee were picking out the alcohol selection and they said we could have whatever we wanted to test out because they didnt think we could drink it all
and we just looked at each other and he was like clearly you don't know about her
and the end of the dream was me and him clinking glasses to a beautiful future and an eternity of love
it was the perfect fucking dream except I couldnt see the guy's face!
and it really made me think about how now that i am getting older the more that i am looking forward
to getting married and having kids and not being so selfish about my future
i really think i am growing up.