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I saw this play once.
It's message was about what happens when you work towards a goal.
What happens when you reach the end.
Do you continue to see it through?
Or do you do just enough to never reach the end.
I didn't understand the premise of it until just recently.
It's a really heartbreaking thing to realize.
This was further cemented when I was in New York with Jake
Max explained the meaning of some lyrics from a song he wrote
that sometimes you can't control what's going on and you have to accept it
and just see how things play out
Everyone has points in their lives they wish they could go back and change.
I only have one.
But I think in growing in the past couple months, I've realized that it's not something that I would want to change.
If everything worked out, I wouldn't be the woman -yes I said woman, girl I feel isn't a word I can apply anymore- I am today
If you know anything about me, I'm always the person that looks for signs.
And I've always said if things were gonna work out, then I would know.
For the longest time, I haven't listened to my own thoughts and tried forcing the circles into squares.
Everything is changing so quickly and I think I need give up myself to the cosmos.
Hmm
whats new whats new
Moving. Yep still doing that. Hanging out in New York was crazy and I can't wait to do it on a daily basis.
I talked to a lot of my friends about it. Almost everyone told me it was a good idea.
I'm glad that Max didn't take no for an answer. He talked with me a bunch about it.
I've got nothing to hold me back. If it doesn't work, it doesn't work.
I'm gonna try my best. I'm gonna need to work on my anxiety though.
I think that was one of the reasons why I was hesistant on the move.
It's gonna be a good summer...right?
It's message was about what happens when you work towards a goal.
What happens when you reach the end.
Do you continue to see it through?
Or do you do just enough to never reach the end.
I didn't understand the premise of it until just recently.
It's a really heartbreaking thing to realize.
This was further cemented when I was in New York with Jake
Max explained the meaning of some lyrics from a song he wrote
that sometimes you can't control what's going on and you have to accept it
and just see how things play out
Everyone has points in their lives they wish they could go back and change.
I only have one.
But I think in growing in the past couple months, I've realized that it's not something that I would want to change.
If everything worked out, I wouldn't be the woman -yes I said woman, girl I feel isn't a word I can apply anymore- I am today
If you know anything about me, I'm always the person that looks for signs.
And I've always said if things were gonna work out, then I would know.
For the longest time, I haven't listened to my own thoughts and tried forcing the circles into squares.
Everything is changing so quickly and I think I need give up myself to the cosmos.
Hmm
whats new whats new
Moving. Yep still doing that. Hanging out in New York was crazy and I can't wait to do it on a daily basis.
I talked to a lot of my friends about it. Almost everyone told me it was a good idea.
I'm glad that Max didn't take no for an answer. He talked with me a bunch about it.
I've got nothing to hold me back. If it doesn't work, it doesn't work.
I'm gonna try my best. I'm gonna need to work on my anxiety though.
I think that was one of the reasons why I was hesistant on the move.
It's gonna be a good summer...right?