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I pretty much had the best night of my entire life last night.
It was Marc's (Elise's boyfriend) birthday party.
It took Elise and me 2 and a half hours to take a 40 minute drive.
We scoped out a hottie at the gas station and pigged out.
I seriously love spending the day at Browning Pond
The whole day and night was ridiculous
The house was full of people and laughs.
Seth's drummer was rubbing my legs, and that was a bit awkward.
Of course, I find myself in those situations constantly.
I took the deepest hit of my life and found myself in the best high in a while.
I think it was also coupled with the wine and jello shots.
We bought Marc a dolphin cake that was accidently homosexual.
Elise and I played dirty scrabble.
Marc's friends are a riot.
We saw a moth that was no lie the size of a bat.
Curt ran straight into a tree.
We fell into our habits out on the patio during the thunder and lightning storm.
It was the first time I really felt comfortable with him.
People definitely got more than they bargined for cas they kept walking in while I was dropping some knowledge haha
Whatever I don't care everyone does it
I dunno if hooking up with him is a good idea or not
He's leaving in a month and so I am
I probably won't ever see him again and we don't talk outside of the Pond
But he makes being there worthwhile
I wish the circumstances were different but I know they aren't going to be
I hate the fact that he pretty much could be a good thing for me but nothing is ever gonna come to fruition from it.
My favorite thing is that I fell asleep watching the storm on the pond and I woke up to the bright sunny morning on the pond.
The scenery there is amazing and I hope I have my own lake house one day.
I dunno what else to say really
I'm so frustrated about where to live and what to do
I need to go see Nadine (my psychic)
Leaving loose ends untied is okay for now; you can always come back to them later
It was Marc's (Elise's boyfriend) birthday party.
It took Elise and me 2 and a half hours to take a 40 minute drive.
We scoped out a hottie at the gas station and pigged out.
I seriously love spending the day at Browning Pond
The whole day and night was ridiculous
The house was full of people and laughs.
Seth's drummer was rubbing my legs, and that was a bit awkward.
Of course, I find myself in those situations constantly.
I took the deepest hit of my life and found myself in the best high in a while.
I think it was also coupled with the wine and jello shots.
We bought Marc a dolphin cake that was accidently homosexual.
Elise and I played dirty scrabble.
Marc's friends are a riot.
We saw a moth that was no lie the size of a bat.
Curt ran straight into a tree.
We fell into our habits out on the patio during the thunder and lightning storm.
It was the first time I really felt comfortable with him.
People definitely got more than they bargined for cas they kept walking in while I was dropping some knowledge haha
Whatever I don't care everyone does it
I dunno if hooking up with him is a good idea or not
He's leaving in a month and so I am
I probably won't ever see him again and we don't talk outside of the Pond
But he makes being there worthwhile
I wish the circumstances were different but I know they aren't going to be
I hate the fact that he pretty much could be a good thing for me but nothing is ever gonna come to fruition from it.
My favorite thing is that I fell asleep watching the storm on the pond and I woke up to the bright sunny morning on the pond.
The scenery there is amazing and I hope I have my own lake house one day.
I dunno what else to say really
I'm so frustrated about where to live and what to do
I need to go see Nadine (my psychic)
Leaving loose ends untied is okay for now; you can always come back to them later