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Having mutual feelings of love with someone is an incredible thing. I've gotten so used to being the only one having feelings and the boy just ... not. I was starting to think that men have some type of biological problem that doesn't allow them to love the way that women can. It's a relief to know that I'm not going to have to live alone forever anymore. That was a plan that I was starting to actually get comfortable with. Well, having a healthy relationship is even better to get comfortable with. I've been so happy. I hope that nothing ever happens to ruin this. I love everything about him. He's perfect. Even when he is being annoying, he is still perfect. I'm not used to a boy actually wanting to talk and spend time with me all the time. I'm not used to having someone love me back. I'm so happy, I might cry.
Career-wise: I have to take my Chemistry MTEL. Jess scared me. She failed it like four times. I'm usually pretty good with tests, so hopefully that won't happen to me. Then I have to do my practicum at some high school, then grad school. All of this is coming so fast! I didn't know it would all happen so naturally. I might go to Elms. Or Western New England. Or Springfield College. I don't know.
Hair: It's dark now. I like it, I forgot what it was like to look like a normal, professional person. I didn't like that people assumed I was a stoner when I had blue hair, anyway.
Job: I've been trying to get my Mcd's job back for one month. They didn't put me on a leave of absence even though I told them to.. I might have to go back to minimum wage, which is bullshit. Whatever, this is probably the last time I'll work there. Maybe I'll apply at starbucks or something. Since I love it.
FINALS.
Career-wise: I have to take my Chemistry MTEL. Jess scared me. She failed it like four times. I'm usually pretty good with tests, so hopefully that won't happen to me. Then I have to do my practicum at some high school, then grad school. All of this is coming so fast! I didn't know it would all happen so naturally. I might go to Elms. Or Western New England. Or Springfield College. I don't know.
Hair: It's dark now. I like it, I forgot what it was like to look like a normal, professional person. I didn't like that people assumed I was a stoner when I had blue hair, anyway.
Job: I've been trying to get my Mcd's job back for one month. They didn't put me on a leave of absence even though I told them to.. I might have to go back to minimum wage, which is bullshit. Whatever, this is probably the last time I'll work there. Maybe I'll apply at starbucks or something. Since I love it.
FINALS.