here ya go
Maybe its just me but when i tell a friend that i wont go after a guy because she likes him too and she says the same, i follow through. I keep my word. I dont say one thing and then the next min throw myself all over someone. It is not worth it to me. I can wake up in the morning knowing im not cheep, still having respect for myself and respect from others, cus i didnt put out to some random man. I kept my word to my friend, I kept my dignity. It hurts me, however, that she doesnt care about any of that. that she slapped me in the face and basically said "fuck you". I knew that if i said anything you would back off and then i could have him. What the hell? Do friends really do that to each other? I suppose however it's good that i find this out now. That a piece of ass is more important to her than a friendship.