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man....
i really hate when i feel like shit and i can't put my finger on what it is. Y'know?
im not working this morning. but i go in at 3. interesting huh?
um um.
yeah.
im bored as a motherfucker.
every movie in this house i have watched....
nothing is on tv.
no one to talk to.
ha. Yep.
i really wanna cut my hair before friday. ubt it's not gonna happen. unless someone wants to give me 50 bucks? anyone?
my pops caught me smoking yesterday. that was great. i thought he was gona smack me or something...i was scurrred.
suprisingly enough, he didn't even yell at me.
i wanna go to the beach so effing bad.
i haven't been in like...forever.
I miss the nights just sitting there watching the sky and the waves while everyone else was talking.
good times.
I find i am most content when i am by myself.
enjoying a decent view.
or feeling the cold air breeze past me...
im totally a night person. mhmm.
that's when everything is at it's most prettiest.
i wanna paint, but i don't want to prep or clean up. haha. right.
watercolors are my friend..i haven't done anything artsy fartsy in a while.
i mean i've written puh-lenty.
dang.
my sketch book is like..full of writings almost.
egh.i really need...i dont need..
i really WANT something new in my life.
seriously...everyday is the fucking same old bull shite.
work.
see if im going out...(right)
sleep.
that's my day. everyday.
Maybe not the weekend.
on the weekends im home on my ass doing nothing.
suuuuuucks.
i miss this guy...
gosh erik.
if i had a car, believe me, I'd be with you a whole hell of a lot more often...
bummer.
* sigh X core *
alright.
Imma shower.
and get ready..
no need to look pretty today.
no one there to look decent for.
i really hate when i feel like shit and i can't put my finger on what it is. Y'know?
im not working this morning. but i go in at 3. interesting huh?
um um.
yeah.
im bored as a motherfucker.
every movie in this house i have watched....
nothing is on tv.
no one to talk to.
ha. Yep.
i really wanna cut my hair before friday. ubt it's not gonna happen. unless someone wants to give me 50 bucks? anyone?
my pops caught me smoking yesterday. that was great. i thought he was gona smack me or something...i was scurrred.
suprisingly enough, he didn't even yell at me.
i wanna go to the beach so effing bad.
i haven't been in like...forever.
I miss the nights just sitting there watching the sky and the waves while everyone else was talking.
good times.
I find i am most content when i am by myself.
enjoying a decent view.
or feeling the cold air breeze past me...
im totally a night person. mhmm.
that's when everything is at it's most prettiest.
i wanna paint, but i don't want to prep or clean up. haha. right.
watercolors are my friend..i haven't done anything artsy fartsy in a while.
i mean i've written puh-lenty.
dang.
my sketch book is like..full of writings almost.
egh.i really need...i dont need..
i really WANT something new in my life.
seriously...everyday is the fucking same old bull shite.
work.
see if im going out...(right)
sleep.
that's my day. everyday.
Maybe not the weekend.
on the weekends im home on my ass doing nothing.
suuuuuucks.
i miss this guy...
gosh erik.
if i had a car, believe me, I'd be with you a whole hell of a lot more often...
bummer.
* sigh X core *
alright.
Imma shower.
and get ready..
no need to look pretty today.
no one there to look decent for.