doubts
I have been preparing for journalism entry exams, all over again. Getting selected twice and always refusing to join *sigh. Anyways, this time I am considering moving out of India. Call it strange but for some time now I am very restless. I just keep feeling like I must move out, like its time.... But am afraid. I am so very afraid. Of being alone in a foreign country, of everything being automated abroad and me being really nervous around machines. I am so afraid and thats the only thing holding me back. I so want to study journalism in some good uni and of course pay through scholarship, I have no other means of paying for my education abroad. I am afraid of rejection, of not getting the scholarship. Or maybe I should look for a job...a teaching job somewhere in Africa, I know some decent schools there.