ashley bitches @ EVERYONE on LJ!citybabe06November 17 2005, 22:11:47 UTC
TWICE a day????? are you kidding me! wayyyy too much hun - dont become addicted.... i shouldnt comment on the rest here, but since i "cause so much drama" anyways i suppose i will. "sick of overdramatics" - k heres the thing...you're like UNDERDRAMATIC - and thats not always a good thing EITHER. its like, half the reason WHY i act so dramatic sometimes is BECAUSE of the fact that you act like its no problem, means nothing, insignificant! its like, i dramatize things so much because half the time i feel like you dont EVEN CARE about whats going on with me, between us, or how i feel - which gets me sooo frustrated - you dont understand! so THATS why i overreact all the time...because your so passive with EVERYTHING. god - even when i TRY to get you jealous, just so you can see what its like - you dont even get MAD!!! you dont say ANYTHING! i know you read that message anthony sent me - and guess what? it was ALL A PLAN TO GET YOU UPSET LIKE *I* WAS - BUT it didnt work because YOU DONT CARE ABOUT WHATS GOING ON WITH ME OR WHAT IM DOING. so there it is. thats what i ALWAYS try to get through to you on the phone, in person, WHATEVER. so now maybe that its all out at once, in writing, you'll be ABLE to process it and try to change the way i always try for your sake. im sorry this seems like im being a huge bitch right now, which is apparently the way i always seem to you - but WHAT CAN I DO. im not passive. im honest. i TRY to fix things. and for that...im a bitch. so whatever. FUCK ALL OF YOU THAT THINK IM BEING A BITCH.
i shouldnt comment on the rest here, but since i "cause so much drama" anyways i suppose i will.
"sick of overdramatics" - k heres the thing...you're like UNDERDRAMATIC - and thats not always a good thing EITHER. its like, half the reason WHY i act so dramatic sometimes is BECAUSE of the fact that you act like its no problem, means nothing, insignificant! its like, i dramatize things so much because half the time i feel like you dont EVEN CARE about whats going on with me, between us, or how i feel - which gets me sooo frustrated - you dont understand! so THATS why i overreact all the time...because your so passive with EVERYTHING. god - even when i TRY to get you jealous, just so you can see what its like - you dont even get MAD!!! you dont say ANYTHING! i know you read that message anthony sent me - and guess what? it was ALL A PLAN TO GET YOU UPSET LIKE *I* WAS - BUT it didnt work because YOU DONT CARE ABOUT WHATS GOING ON WITH ME OR WHAT IM DOING.
so there it is.
thats what i ALWAYS try to get through to you on the phone, in person, WHATEVER.
so now maybe that its all out at once, in writing, you'll be ABLE to process it and try to change the way i always try for your sake.
im sorry this seems like im being a huge bitch right now, which is apparently the way i always seem to you - but WHAT CAN I DO.
im not passive.
im honest.
i TRY to fix things.
and for that...im a bitch.
so whatever.
FUCK ALL OF YOU THAT THINK IM BEING A BITCH.
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however, I didnt mean to hurt you, it was unintentional.
and ya i know what ur doing and it hurts, what hurts more is your doing it on purpose..
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