Dec 23, 2006 21:20
I guess I'll do the inevitable year in review later in the week. I feel like I should be out helping people and making their christmas special, instead of sitting around the house doing nothing. For the first time in a while I feel fairly free. You don't ever know what it's like unless you have experienced it for yourself. I've been in a really weird relationship for a very very long time now and for me that relationship was he norm, but now I feel like I'm really single. For so long I was single with someone else on the side that I could go back to whenever and eventually had to go back to. Now, however, I don't have to go back. This is good for me.
As I was typing I realized that nobody probably cares about anything I just said, but I don't care. This is a blog and I'm just talking and I don't really care about your opinions.
One interesting thing that has happened to me is that I really experienced the power of the christmas season. You know, that thing that you see happen on television when everyone comes together for a short period of time. The last few days of school have felt very 25 days of christmasy. My vocal ensemble class has been very close ever since the holiday chorus concert. People that I really loathed have actually seemed pretty bearable. It's kind of creepy. The icing on the cake was when we played never have I ever, which, in a nutshell, is a game that can expose all of the sexually promiscuous dirt that everyone has. Strangly enough, we felt closer to each other. When I say that I mean, you would usually think that people are sluts and hos if you found out through any other venue. We also had a christmas party that was pretty amazing. We ate, sat around and sang, and shared wet party stories (their stories are hilarious). Caroling is a lot of fun. If you haven't done it befor e then you should. It makes you feel. . . happy.
In other news I can't find my microphone so that I can record some renditions of christmas songs. That makes me very upset.
This whole commercialized gift giving thing is really annoying. If I tell someone to not give me a gift, then I expect a void that doesn't need to be filled. I can't understand why people would conform to this catch 22 ritual. The gifts that are given have to be of close to the same value, in sentiment or in price, or else one of the gift givers will feel slighted. There is a lot more to this holiday rant but I choose to spare the people of Livejournal.
I just found my microphone, so I guess this is the end of my holiday livejournal post. Merry Christmas.