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Too many things have been pissing me off lately. I just feel that sometimes I put more effort out then anyone else but then some how in the end I am the one that is screwed. WHY IS THAT? It just sucks when something that makes you happy relies on others who could give little less then a fuck about it.
It was always my outlet and when I don't have it after a long day of hectic bs I feel like blah. I just miss it and all that it means to me. And I know I am from the west coast that puts higher values on different things but sometimes I am just like come on people. But I know that some people will never change. College is a new place with new and exciting experiences but are we not all adults.
Some days I miss how things run back in Cali but no I could never leave Hood. I have formed too many positive relationships to leave it all behind. However there are those that have fallen behind and I missing talking to you. However sometimes I am glad that we don't talk because I am having a better time with new friends. Yeah that is horrible to say, but would you rather have an old friend that is never there or a new friend that you only see some days but will always take the time to listen. But it is nice to know that some people out there still seem to care to ask how you are. And to you I say thank you.
The past is the past and the present is today.
I will live my life by my terms and with the people that make me smile more than anything.
Slow down and enjoy life. It's not only the scenery you miss by going too fast - you also miss the sense of where you are going and why.
- Eddie Cantor
with love
It was always my outlet and when I don't have it after a long day of hectic bs I feel like blah. I just miss it and all that it means to me. And I know I am from the west coast that puts higher values on different things but sometimes I am just like come on people. But I know that some people will never change. College is a new place with new and exciting experiences but are we not all adults.
Some days I miss how things run back in Cali but no I could never leave Hood. I have formed too many positive relationships to leave it all behind. However there are those that have fallen behind and I missing talking to you. However sometimes I am glad that we don't talk because I am having a better time with new friends. Yeah that is horrible to say, but would you rather have an old friend that is never there or a new friend that you only see some days but will always take the time to listen. But it is nice to know that some people out there still seem to care to ask how you are. And to you I say thank you.
The past is the past and the present is today.
I will live my life by my terms and with the people that make me smile more than anything.
Slow down and enjoy life. It's not only the scenery you miss by going too fast - you also miss the sense of where you are going and why.
- Eddie Cantor
with love