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[elnaggster42]

no matter how much you put in nothing ever comes out right ... so you try harder ... but then it gets worse ... you feel like falling in ... but that is whats expected ... so you wait it out ... until you can't stand anymore ... and so you breakdown ... and everything that once made sense doesn't anymore ... and it is no longer good enough to stand alone ... so you sit and think ... wondering what happened to all the work you put in ... and there comes a realization that you know is ture ... but you refuse to accept it ... beacase it makes you feel worse ... and in the end you say fuck it because it's the easy way out

so whatever - fuck it
nothing right now could make this better