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[eln23331]

for the first time ever today,
i was walking into school
and i was looking around at everyone
and i thought to myself, that the girl in front of me, with the wheely backpack
or the boy next to me with the beat up work boots on.
we're no less of a pesron than i am
probably even better
they could very well like there wheely backpack
or beat up boots
just becuase i dont
and i sit there
and make excuses for why they have material things like that.
i'm probbaly completely wrong
they are most likely just a better person then me
and they feel that they dont have to wear a brand new outfit everyday
in order to feel good about themselves
or straighten there hair every morning
to have a good day

dont take this as the first time i thought i wasnt better tahn anyone else
becuase i'm sure thats what alot of you are hearing
that is not true
i do not think i am better than anyone else
i am saying that today.
this morning
i just realized, that people are all equal
no matter what they look like
or wear
or carry
or smell like
it doesnt matter
yet still..
i manage to hate so many people.