i update too much.

[eln23331]

it really is a huge cycle.
if i could explain it, i would.
i would let you know what's wrong.
but i don't even understand.
so how should i excpect you to understand.
exactly.
i smoke to cover up the taste.
i know that much.
and i also know that i can't sleep. so i take pills,
so i can sleep.
seems harmless.
i wish that was the end of the cycle.
i'm psychotic.
you did this to me.
you fucking bastard.
"ellen you have gone crazy..."
yeah, well i told you not to read my livejournal.
HAAAA.

and I know you know I know
I don't know you very well
but if I did, I would groove
and hit the ground running
but I don't and I won't
so you got another thing coming