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i miss last year.what's going to happen when we grow up? where will we go. don't leave me.too many people have left me. i wishi could help you
but i need to help myself. i wish you could help me. because i do need help.this year is different. i am different. you changed me.i'm addicted.i need a job. you are depressed. what is depression? it's all in your head. that's ignorant. you're ignorant. i never made promises like that. be the change you want to see. the change. change. ellen change.fuck. i am addicted. fuck. i lost my diary. someone find it.help me. i helped you. remember that time? that i went to your house, and you we're smoking and i thought it was the most disgusting thing. i was lying. i wish i could remember that song. i'm not talking about you, so don't get offended. haha and that time with the electric wire. at your old house. oh gosh.i gave you up because they told me to. they're idiots.i wish i had a boat i could be on right now.i want another one.i'm addicted.you're babbling. i hate you. i need new friends. how long have i been saying that for. i'll be seventeen in thirty four days. i want another one. i'm addicted. i'll come around.
but i need to help myself. i wish you could help me. because i do need help.this year is different. i am different. you changed me.i'm addicted.i need a job. you are depressed. what is depression? it's all in your head. that's ignorant. you're ignorant. i never made promises like that. be the change you want to see. the change. change. ellen change.fuck. i am addicted. fuck. i lost my diary. someone find it.help me. i helped you. remember that time? that i went to your house, and you we're smoking and i thought it was the most disgusting thing. i was lying. i wish i could remember that song. i'm not talking about you, so don't get offended. haha and that time with the electric wire. at your old house. oh gosh.i gave you up because they told me to. they're idiots.i wish i had a boat i could be on right now.i want another one.i'm addicted.you're babbling. i hate you. i need new friends. how long have i been saying that for. i'll be seventeen in thirty four days. i want another one. i'm addicted. i'll come around.