just writing for the sake of writing

[elmwind714]

I really thought today was gonna be one of those shit days where you completely feel like you're circling the drain...I slogged through the nature trail so i wouldn't get run over by a bus because i went to school later so I wouldn't have to sit alone like a moron again, and then at my locker Pvac asked if he could talk to me. He had that crooked goofy smile on, so I wasn't sure what to expect but I was hopeful...but he basically said, "thanks for your interest in the project for the last 3 years, we've chosen to put you on the wait list so if any stupid fool chooses to drop the trip (like you did 2 years ago) you'll have a chance to go." well, not those words exactly, but you get the picture.

Then i realized i forgot my french book and my french homework and my cd player which means i would have to spend a whole hour and a half in art without the soothing melodies of t and s. And this was sort of piling up on residual feelings from the weekend and I was starting to feel really sorry for myself...

BUT THEN Kimmy came over to me and gave me chocolate cake and...well how can a plastic cup full of chocolate cake not make you happy?

And then the rest of my day has been pretty good. Amanda didn't even run away from me at BBBS! (that is a remarkable thing in itself.) And...yeah. I made myself a smoothie when i got home. I'm such a comfort food person.