Clearing the mental cobwebs
I don't really know where my brain has been for the last two months or so, but I was reading my paper journal to try and figure out where I lost sanity and I came up with a few interesting pieces. It starts getting pretty bizzare around the end of November. I don't remember writing a few of the pages, but it is some weird shit. I was gonna post it but it's too deranged.
I think France and the return to MA was sort of a slap in the face. It sort of woke me up and made me realize that I don't have to be so unhappy with myself all the time.
So I'm changing who I am, 'cause what I am's no good. And I know you love me now, but I don't see why you should.
~Sixpence
I've always wanted to use that line and have it actually mean something. So I needed changes. I hope I'm changing the right things.
I think France and the return to MA was sort of a slap in the face. It sort of woke me up and made me realize that I don't have to be so unhappy with myself all the time.
So I'm changing who I am, 'cause what I am's no good. And I know you love me now, but I don't see why you should.
~Sixpence
I've always wanted to use that line and have it actually mean something. So I needed changes. I hope I'm changing the right things.