My Apology.
I keep myself so busy that I try not to think about the wrong things that I have done. I never planned on any of this to happen. Even thought I did participate in the events that lead to this, I was involved. I really wanted you to be my friend. I wasn't asking for more. It could of been the timing or that I remembered how much I had loved you after having seen you, that I wanted that feeling back again. I still do love you, even though I'm pretty sure that your life and faith won't permit it. I truly envy you and I respect the courage that you have in trying to keep it all together for your family. Or at least I hope that's what you are trying to do. One of my deepest sorrows is that I never intended to cause harm to you or your wife or son. I don't even know them. I'm sure that she must have some redeeming qualities, or you wouldn't of married her. I forgive you for your part and I hope that you can find it in your heart to forgive me also. And if their ever is a way that I can make amends please allow me to do so. You may not think that I'm a spiritual person. But that would be wrong. I just don't believe in organized religion anymore. Please accept my apology and God Bless you. Now and forever.