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so fri i went to church right and it was "One Night" which was pretty pimp...lol first me and julie jumped around in the topless moonwakl and beat each other with those huge boxing gloves... then i won a sleeping bag and since i have three and this chick wanted one i traded it for the five bucks that she won...it was funny...then charlie gave me one of the shirts i was trying to catch and that was awesome...then i get home and i have to babysit a zilllion little rugrats...ugh...and i talked to charlie until 230 or so in the morning... then billy told me he was falling in love with me...ugh if i ever hear that word out of a guys nouth again (unless its stevie boy cause he is my best friend) then im gonna punch them cause they all lie
Sat(today) i had to get up and be at my car wash for dance by 9 in the morning...o wow it was hard to get up...the car wash was fun though...i look like a damn loster right now :(...ugh...hopefully it will just tan and not peel...then a bunch of us on our block threw a block party with music and fireworks and alcohol...sex on the beach rocks you guys especially when you are really sad and crying...that party was the only reason i was even half happy...now im sitting here at 2 in the morning and i have to get up in like 6 hrs for another car wash...ugh..well what can i do right?
i look you in the eyes and get lost within you...i think about you constantly though my mouth may never utter your name to another...i wish i could be with you now and always but the feeling isnt exactly mutual...and i wonder if it ever will be...tell me is there a point in waiting for you ? you swear you mean everything you say to me so you like me and want me but then why do you want her too? am i not good enough for you ? am i not pretty enough for you? is she sweeter? idk but all i can think about is you right now and i cant sleep...i hate the fact that you get to me so bad... < / 3
Sat(today) i had to get up and be at my car wash for dance by 9 in the morning...o wow it was hard to get up...the car wash was fun though...i look like a damn loster right now :(...ugh...hopefully it will just tan and not peel...then a bunch of us on our block threw a block party with music and fireworks and alcohol...sex on the beach rocks you guys especially when you are really sad and crying...that party was the only reason i was even half happy...now im sitting here at 2 in the morning and i have to get up in like 6 hrs for another car wash...ugh..well what can i do right?
i look you in the eyes and get lost within you...i think about you constantly though my mouth may never utter your name to another...i wish i could be with you now and always but the feeling isnt exactly mutual...and i wonder if it ever will be...tell me is there a point in waiting for you ? you swear you mean everything you say to me so you like me and want me but then why do you want her too? am i not good enough for you ? am i not pretty enough for you? is she sweeter? idk but all i can think about is you right now and i cant sleep...i hate the fact that you get to me so bad... < / 3