YAY for boring!
Well the night before last I had an extremely shitty night for no apparent reason just because I'm a psycho mental case that goes crazy every now and then and cries uncontrollably for a few hours and usually does something really dumb. Anyways, I talked to Mike and Derex most the night that night and then finally tried to go to sleep and layed in bed for like 3 hours before I could finally fall asleep then yesterday was just a normal boring day at school. Then last night I got in fight with someone that I was trying to make up with but then they decided they would be an asshole and not even attempt to make things better with me and then basically call me a whore and a terrible friend, so ya, guess what guys? I'm a self centered, whorish, terrible friend, bitch type person. Pretty great, huh? Ya, anyways, so then today, I woke up, complained to Mike about how much I really didn't want to go to school, went to my bus stop, got a ride from Curtis, then slept through first period, sat in the office through second period and then finally got picked up at the beginning of first lunch, came home, watched tv, ate, talked to my Jessie, then watched more tv, slept, then woke up, ate some more, got online, talked to Tara then she left and now I'm talking to my Jessie again. I'm really bored. I want to hang out with Jessie, we haven't hanged out in like a week and a half or so...*sniffles* But ya..I made my Christmas list today, it was exciting, and depressing at the same time, haha. I need to go Christmas shopping really bad. I think I'm probably gonna go Friday.. but ya...I'm done..