i have such beautiful people in my life.
it's funny how much things can change without us ever realizing it. i am glad to be back in my own head. i always knew who i was, but things changed so fast -too fast- and i was completely lost in my own head. when things got hectic i wasn't so sure i liked the way i was thinking because i wasn't, other people tried to change me and i was oblivious to it for a short while. by the way i am greatful for all you have helped me to learn and if you didn't know that you helped me, then you know now. maybe you didn't do it on purpose, but you did it and i have changed because of it. i thought i was happy before, but now i can look back and say that i was in fact happy but not in some ways. i'm happier now and i could be even more happy. i still want some things that i'm not sure i will ever get( i HOPE i do, however) but that is not in my hands anymore. i've done all i can do and it's someone elses turn now(and i hope you have figured that out by now...guess i'll find out eventually) but i'm back now and extatic about it!