Hello World

Oct 06, 2004 18:03

Hey World,

It's me again-- you know your most disgraceful inhabitant. The number one loser? Just can't see why you can't get rid of me. I wish you would. I can't bear to live much longer. Days drag on and I walk the earth as a zombie. Nothing ever really seems to exist. I see it but can't feel it. Everythings one big mess-- from my relationship to my job to my classes. It all sucks. But what makes it so bad is that I'm trying to change it.I want to change it. Fuck the Paul Robinson Affirmation. I am officially a NOBODY. Why does everything in life seem to pick up only to Send my plummetting thounsands of feet in the opposite direction. All I ask is that you stop fucking with me. Let my sulk in misery and depression I deserve. Take away my breathe so that i have no life. Inflict pain so that I feel as if I'm worthy of somthing more. I beg you to dispose of my shattered dreams and life as you see fit-- but quickly because I can't take anymore.
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