Everything was beautiful, and nothing hurt.
So I was up till about 4 with tracy the other night. we talked out our future and what we wanted out of it. I always told myself I would live my life spontaniously and live for the moment and just go where the road takes me...basically...a hippi? maybe. but heres how its going down.
When we graduate Highschool were gonna get an apartment together. we are gonna go on a road trip for her graduation utah or jamaica...and then a year later for mine since I failed :( Amsterdam!!!!. and we are gonna go to a community college and live in a dorm together. Im not sure what I want to do past that. But that conversation made me really happy. I know now that I will have a freind for a long time. and that person is tracy. and we said. even if we wind up hating each others guts disgustingy. we will still be going on out road trip. shell call me up...and be like..." ya ready for jamaica ya dumb cunt ". lol. mmk. thats all. I thought I would share it. and if its in my lj Ill never forget it. and Ill come back on this and be like. I have a life.
<33
Mich
Well you live with someone but I know you're alone.
You're thinking about the way you were and it feels like missing home.
And you know there's a person that you wanted to be.
You many live with someone, someone in me.
You're doing something by keeping it bottled in.
You're stuck between giving out and giving in.
And you know what needs to be said
but you couldn't play the part
cause you know what kind of trouble that starts.
And it's all too familiar and it happens all the time.
All the cards begin to stack up,
twisting heartache into fine little pieces that avoid an awful crime.
But it's you I can't deny.
Everything is going, everything is good.
Every time I saw you, I knew you understood.
Well you know there's a person that you wanted to be.
You may live with someone, someone in me
and she's hoping that he'll fix it but it' more than just a stain.
She's got nothing left to dream of and her nightmares are the same.
She believes that every love could be a lie.
Saying,"you, I can't deny. It's you I can't deny."
It's you I can't deny. It's you.
When we graduate Highschool were gonna get an apartment together. we are gonna go on a road trip for her graduation utah or jamaica...and then a year later for mine since I failed :( Amsterdam!!!!. and we are gonna go to a community college and live in a dorm together. Im not sure what I want to do past that. But that conversation made me really happy. I know now that I will have a freind for a long time. and that person is tracy. and we said. even if we wind up hating each others guts disgustingy. we will still be going on out road trip. shell call me up...and be like..." ya ready for jamaica ya dumb cunt ". lol. mmk. thats all. I thought I would share it. and if its in my lj Ill never forget it. and Ill come back on this and be like. I have a life.
<33
Mich
Well you live with someone but I know you're alone.
You're thinking about the way you were and it feels like missing home.
And you know there's a person that you wanted to be.
You many live with someone, someone in me.
You're doing something by keeping it bottled in.
You're stuck between giving out and giving in.
And you know what needs to be said
but you couldn't play the part
cause you know what kind of trouble that starts.
And it's all too familiar and it happens all the time.
All the cards begin to stack up,
twisting heartache into fine little pieces that avoid an awful crime.
But it's you I can't deny.
Everything is going, everything is good.
Every time I saw you, I knew you understood.
Well you know there's a person that you wanted to be.
You may live with someone, someone in me
and she's hoping that he'll fix it but it' more than just a stain.
She's got nothing left to dream of and her nightmares are the same.
She believes that every love could be a lie.
Saying,"you, I can't deny. It's you I can't deny."
It's you I can't deny. It's you.