Aug 24, 2004 01:48
well when your frustrated i guess these retarted things come in handy dont they? so theres no confusion on anyones part im not mad at anyone besides myself.. so dont place blame on yourself.. anyone!
remember when you were a kid and you had your best friends birthday party coming up? you waited the whole week getting ready, thinking how awesome it was gonna be and you got em a preseant you knew they would love and be so happy that you came? but then the day of the party comes and slip down the steps cause you were so excited. you have to go to the hospital and miss the party.. all that built up anticipation and excitement comes crashing down and your just crushed and its your own dumbass fault for building up that anticipationg and excitement. well everyone that is exactly how i feel. i know that little kid situation prolly never happened to any of you but i hope you understand what im getting at. i just needed to vent all that shit and nobody feel like they need to try and make me feel better or some dumbfuck shit like that, honetly i dont want it, edgar make any sarcastic jokes about this i will beat you with your own arm. im serious i will not be in the mood to read it. sorry to single you out but yah..
later