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this weekend ive done alot of thinkin.i turned off my phone and i pretty muched talked to only 2 ppl. 4 once in my life i stopped focusin on everyone else and did stuff for my self..and i liked it..yea there were time i thought about u and i wanted to call but i didnt and i didnt let it stop me from wat i was doing... ashley came over and we went out we've thought out goin away for a weekend no phone no ppl just hang by the beach....i think i might do it with or without her.....so ive realized im not gettin any younger and i am grewin up even if other dont think i am...i no wat i want out of life i no wat i want out of a relationship...i pretty much no wat i want i just have to go out and get it.....ive definitly changed over the years just no one has every takin the time to c....im thinkin of leavin after i finish school go back to new york or somewhere other then here...a chance to start new.