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freaking everything sucks at this moment...i had a good but bad day. i found out that i'm not going to Kingdom Seekers (for those who don't know what it is, it's this big like youth rally but not really). i'm going to state how i feel about this at this moment...i'm sorry if i'm bitter. we had to vote on 3 seinors, 3 juinors, 2 sohopmores, and 2 freshman. the 2 sohopmores that were chosen were chosen to go last year and that really pisses me off. i love them both but i think that the people that were chosen last year should have been out of the voting this year so that others could go. it just really pisses me off b/c i felt like i really needed to go. things in my life have been really crappy like with one of my awesome friends dying and just everything in general and i really wanted to be there and experience it. i know that i'm sounding really selfish(sp) but at this moment i really don't care. when i found out that the SAME people that went last year was going this year were going i freaking almost cried. and i have been like pissed off all day. Jason should have like saw that and been like ok well the runners up should go b/c these people went last year. UGH!!!!! you don't even know how pissed i am.
well ok off of that...my back is freaking killing me and i don't know if i'll be at school tommorw it hurts so bad. today was just crap...and i'm really freaking tired...i'm going to bed. comment...
~me
well ok off of that...my back is freaking killing me and i don't know if i'll be at school tommorw it hurts so bad. today was just crap...and i'm really freaking tired...i'm going to bed. comment...
~me