ugh..stupid school
it made me really mad that i had to go to school today...it was so flippin cold that we could have been out. it was like 13 degreese when i left my house this morning and i had to wait for like ever for the bus and i was like a flippin icesickle when it finally came. i was verry tempted to "miss" the bus but i decided not to...i had like tests and stuff, so i went anyway. but there was like hardly anyone there. well plus there was a funeral today...this guy's dad died New Years Eve night in his sleep, he had like a heart attack or something. it was really sad. but ya so i could have totally stayed home...
so ok enough complaining. but ya i don't know what else to say really...well Landon and me are getting back to normal, he was a real jerk after me and keith broke up and i was really pissed at him but things are getting back to normal. oh ay i remember what i was gonna say:
i hate being a teen. my feelings are constantlly up and down...one moment i feel like my life is going really well and the next i feel bad and i really wanna cry. like ok i'm totally over Keith...let's face it i was the one that broke up with him so don't get any ideas that i'm not but i just really wanna b/f right now. it still kills me that me and Cameron don't talk anymore. i really miss talkin to that kid. i really miss being with him too. i really wish that we were still together. i know i'm not over him, but it's no where near how bad it was with TJ. i don't think about Cameron everyday and i don't cry myself to sleep everynight. but everyonce in a while i'll think about him and what it was like when we were together and i really miss it. then i remember what he did to me and then i get all pissed and stuff. ugh...i really hate high school sometimes.
well it's time for me to turn in. i can barily keep my eyes open. ttyl! please comment!
love ya'll,
ME!
so ok enough complaining. but ya i don't know what else to say really...well Landon and me are getting back to normal, he was a real jerk after me and keith broke up and i was really pissed at him but things are getting back to normal. oh ay i remember what i was gonna say:
i hate being a teen. my feelings are constantlly up and down...one moment i feel like my life is going really well and the next i feel bad and i really wanna cry. like ok i'm totally over Keith...let's face it i was the one that broke up with him so don't get any ideas that i'm not but i just really wanna b/f right now. it still kills me that me and Cameron don't talk anymore. i really miss talkin to that kid. i really miss being with him too. i really wish that we were still together. i know i'm not over him, but it's no where near how bad it was with TJ. i don't think about Cameron everyday and i don't cry myself to sleep everynight. but everyonce in a while i'll think about him and what it was like when we were together and i really miss it. then i remember what he did to me and then i get all pissed and stuff. ugh...i really hate high school sometimes.
well it's time for me to turn in. i can barily keep my eyes open. ttyl! please comment!
love ya'll,
ME!