Apr 07, 2004 13:24
alrighty then... today has been a day, i tell you... and it's not even over yet... buy oh, i wish it was. I'm really sick of people coming up to me and asking me whats going on between me and allison... and it's funny... because I don't know... really, to tell y'all the truth... I'm really not being told much. but yeah, she wont tell me what is going on, but she'll call my boyfriend 50 times a night and tell him shit about me and so on. but I really don't care. she says she's gonna kick my ass... so I say bring it on. I'm really not scared... but I also really don't want to fight over something that I have no recollection of. she says that i need to stop talking about her, but yeah, I don't recall ever saying anything about her to anyone. I mean, I'm good friends with her brother, and like one day he asked me if i had seen her, and i said something like, "well, yeah I saw her earlier with about 6 people in her car (a little 2-dr honda civic - 1995) and they were packed in there like Mexicans." so, he asked her about it, and then she appearantly got in trouble? which i heard was completely untrue, she's probably just trying to pick fights with someone, and she knows I'm weak and right now she could probably beat me... but I bet you, that before I broke my back... probably in november, i coulda kicked her ass with no trouble. I am just starting not to care... everything I do about this situation, just makes it worse... so why bother?! I seriously am just telling myself that... hmm, she's gonna be big and bad and talk shit to everyone about me BUT me... then she obviously is all talk... If she wants to fight... she can bring it on... I'm not scared. Who got's my back?!?!
lol, but anywho... I got my hair done yesterday... and I'm upset because I spent about 70 dollars on it, and no one notices... I really don't like it. I sat in that salon from 3:15 - 5:45 yesterday... and no one notices... i also got in the tanning bed again last night... and I'm almost as dark as Michael... that's my goal. I'm gonna probably go again tomorrow for 20 minutes or so. but for real... omg... just an hour and a half left until Spring Break... and I'm starting to get ancy... ahh... it doesn't even feel like it... but it is, so allison, shush it. I'm gonna end this now I think... I told myself not to forget to put something in here... but too late... I forgot and now I can't remember. mmkay...
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