Unravel
We spend our lives scheming, organizing and seeking order. Great amounts of energy are spent on these pursuits, some knowing that the efforts are moot.
Really, it is not the way of the universe; entropy rules here. Chaos, disorder is the true way. Everything seeks its lowest level of energy, the laws of thermodynamics dictate this. Thus, plans are meant to unravel, arrangements disrupted and bonds broken.
It has been a tumultuous few weeks. Life, my life has entered a phase of upheaval. Life as I've known it is turning on its ear. Tomorrow, the dissolution continues. Tomorrow, I lose my mom as she has decided to renounce the world and become a (Buddhist) nun. She'll assume a different title and I can't call her "mom" anymore.
I know this has been a long time coming. I know it's what she wants. I know we disagree on most turns. I know she'll still be my mom, but still...
Really, it is not the way of the universe; entropy rules here. Chaos, disorder is the true way. Everything seeks its lowest level of energy, the laws of thermodynamics dictate this. Thus, plans are meant to unravel, arrangements disrupted and bonds broken.
It has been a tumultuous few weeks. Life, my life has entered a phase of upheaval. Life as I've known it is turning on its ear. Tomorrow, the dissolution continues. Tomorrow, I lose my mom as she has decided to renounce the world and become a (Buddhist) nun. She'll assume a different title and I can't call her "mom" anymore.
I know this has been a long time coming. I know it's what she wants. I know we disagree on most turns. I know she'll still be my mom, but still...